Hi, I am black in color. This color always takes me to back. I was having a crush for last 6 years. But I didn't have much confidence in sharing my love with him. I was always worried about his reply. Last month I opened my mind and said to him. As expected he said a clear cut NO to me. Which made me feel that I am not good for anything. So I went to my home. I was not in a mood to talk with anyone. I was alone in my room for 2 days, without having any kind of interaction with the outer world. I loved drawing a lot, but now I don't love to draw. Last day when my friend came home, I shouted like anything at her for no reason. Now I find difficult in being at home also. I want to get rid of this situation right now. My friend suggested me suggested undergoing massage therapy services from a clinic in Mississauga. Will this help me to get rid of this situation? Are there any other steps that I can do my self to overcome this situation? Please Help me out.
Hey, I'm in a relationship with this guy for the past five years. We've faced a lot on the go like we had a few breakups in between. It was a pretty good year we had together since our last patch up! Last month he proposed to me, we are getting married by the coming May. Deep inside me, I feel insecure, because I intentionally adjusted a lot to be in this stage. Somewhere I love him very much! Sometimes I hate even his presence and I feel to get rid of him! At times, I fail to tolerate him. Even then I adjusted and acted like a fool just to keep this and to avoid another breakup. I have an OCD past, so I'm afraid whether I'm obsessed with this relationship or I have ROCD! I don't know what I've been through, tensed, afraid, self-harming! Apart from every issue, we love each other. I don't know but I'm worried not about getting married but about the success rate(Maybe it is because we had the freedom to leave when we had a relationship and marriage something more complex )! To sort out our existing problems, I have been to a couple's counseller, after a detailed examination and talk session he referred me to an OCD therapist in that same clinic! I postponed the appointment as I felt it is bad to hide such things from my bf! But I don't dare to disclose everything to him too! I need a suggestion, do I need to tell about my OCD therapy treatment to him or not? I need a precise suggestion because more than him I need peace of mind now!